Monday, April 5, 2010

so, i'm moody, am I?


URGHH!!!



Idk what i'm having now...

i feel like doing nothing...
sleep all year's long, if only I can...
suddenly i feel i was struck by a great frustration that idk why, how, what...
let us put this thing aside first...

For two consecutive weekends I had been out-stationed...
Penat...
last two weeks p T'ganu, ade academic trip by my twin...
TQVM, Farah, i did enjoyed the trip...
penat gila kot pjlnn almost 12 jam, xsure la...
hahahha...
dgn ade yg mabok la, cte hantu la, yg jerit2la(seb baek bkn histeria, klu x,xtaola pae jd)...
jmpe dgn D'hoteliers kt sne...
sorg sgt diplomatic, matured even dorg bentang psl kelab dorg pkai Crocs aje...
hek3...
tap, dorg sgt best...
huu~
kelab uh diketuai oleh sorg yg sgt best, Salihin namenye...
ade gosip tp this blog is not for gossiping...
lol...
then, p pntai yg sgt lawa...
mlm uh bbq kt tmpt yg gelap...
the next day, p jln2 around KT...
in conclusion, the trip sgt best and a lot of things learned that we need to do a lot of changes...
but i dun think it is me who has to be the chnager (bkn money changer,ok)...

Last week p Perlis, Tasoh Lake Retreat & Resort, staola the exact name of it...
hahaha...
tp best...
yg plg best, obstacle course dlm hujan yg sgt lebat...
the best obstacle course i've ever experienced...
NS pon klh...
Whoah!
mlm uh BBQ, karoks...
BBQ dpt mkn sket je sbb kne tlg handle participants...
supossedly bdk teknikal tp xpela, dorg nk njoy...
in return, I skipped nite watch mlm uh tp ade blsn die...
ssh nk tdo cuz AC xboley pkai...
instead of cooling the rooms, it heated the room that I can't sleep soundly...
huhu...
tp xpe...
the next day, telematch...
cdey sbb group asek klh je...
pnh mng skli je time 2007(time kem kem kpenggunaan prgkt negeri, misses that very much!)...
cian kt bdk2 uh...
tp xpela...
tp still nk kcian kt dorg...

and this weekend, i have to head back home to meet my dentist...
huu~
pnt...

back to the problem...
idk what's happening to me...
feel like crying now tp xley sbb kt library...
huhu...
i'm stuck on sumthing that i dunno what it is but it is clearly something that make me sad...
so, i have no idea of what I suppose to do...
in addition, along this week, i have loads of loads to be unburdened...
therefore, i have to pull myself together...
bak kate fuad, strive to be happy!!!
YES, I WILL!

Yg bwt geram lg uh, i cannot go to KC concert on 25th of April(which is a day after her 28th birthday) at Stadium Bukit Jalil...
-_-"
plg murah pnn Rm98(i need sponsors!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
huhu...
luv u always KC!!!


I hate you, Consternation!

Pulling myself together (1000, 000, 000, 000, 000, 000, 000 times)




:)

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