Monday, January 25, 2010

so exasperated and worn out

hr jumaat lepas p Gua Kelam (GK - boleh jd Goal Keeper dlm netball, Gila Kuasa, tp dlm cte ni, Gua Kelam...please take note)...
smlm br blk...
sgt pnt...
hr mlm khamis uh mls nk kms bju...
so, b4 grk dr kmpus, kol 2.30, kms la...
then, hr jumaat tu, plan da best dah b4 grak...
tp besela, Tuhan penentu sgala...

lps Nihon-go no kurasu dlm 12 lbeh, ak blk rmh trus...
kms bju...
then, tbe2 tgk smph da pnuh pastu ade bntg asing plak yg ade...
fhm2 sudah ape benda uh...
pastu, ak jerit soh housemate buang...
ak kne kms2 tmpt uh...
dala tgh rush...
pastu, tbe2 kne bwt housekeeping sbb dapur sgt koto...
kne mop lntai, sudahnyer, dr living room to kitchen then toilet...
dala ade bju yg kne bsuh...
lps da abes housekeeping, bwt laundry, then, kms bju...
time mandi, housemate tggu...
pastu ak jerit kt dorg, 'korg p solat dlu'...
ak xnk ak jd pnyebb dorg lmbt p solat...
tp ak lpe yg kunci ak tsgkut kt mgga time ak bkk pntu lps bsuh tong smph...
egtkn plan jd - mopping, bsuh toilet, bwt laundry, pack bag, solat jumaat, p kmpus...
tp nk wat cmne, Tuhan penentu sgala...
ak tkunci smpi kol 2.30...
pas dorg da blk, ak jerit2 lg...
grm gila...

pastu, blari ank dgn beg yg agak besar...
time tu da pnt dah...
pastu, seb baek ade org nk anta...
dala ak ade hal b4 pergi...
time da nk smpai kmpus pon da nk kol 3...
ak cm, cdey r sbb lmbt...
dala b4 departing ne jmpe sb nk bg my deco plan yg bese2 je...
pastu, naek jgk bas...
tgk mke driver bas uh bengkek je...
tp seb baek bkn ak sorg je yg lmbt...
hehehe...
pastu, dlm bas, tbe2 ade bdk jerit2, 'sape yg blom byr?'...
lgla ak grm...
xde org pon yg gtao kne byr...even announce time meeting tp ak xp pon...
eala, ade komitmen laen...
even ak x get involve sgt...tp nk get involve...tp xpela...
lao tao xyah pegi...
dala tgh sempit nih...
ak diam2 jela...
tp nnt la ak byr...

then, smpai2 kt GK, kne pnjt bukit...
tangga yg xskata dan sgt tggi...
mcm susur gajah kt MOZAC...
tp i like the scenery, breathtakingly beautiful...
pastu, smpai kne msk...
evn ak xmsk pon tp pnt kot kne tlg kms...
da la tgh frust...
saket ati plak...
mlm uh lgla perit...
dorg p night walk, dsbbkn ak da letih and a member of cooks...
ak xp...lgpon kne tgkkn brg2 dorg...
kate 1j tp realiti 3j...
da pnt tggu dorg, dorg p caving pulak...
adoi...
grm gla...
ak tdo jela pastu, 2pon, 1j...
pastu kne bgn sbb kne siapkn sarapan...
tp brape org je yg bgn nk siapkn...
grm plak ak yg tdo uh...
tp xpela...
mb dorg sgt ltih...
then, siapkn lunch, pastu prepare brg utk BBQ as their dinner...
time prepare lunch, J xabes2 taunting me...
W-O-O-D...
grm plak ak...
cte nyer nntla...
hahaha...
bongok sgt...
ptg uh p mndi sungai...
mle2 xnk then p jgk...
p 2 org tp pastu kne tggl sbb sorg lg nk p jmpe kwn...
ak pon brendam kt dlm sungai uh smbil bwt treatment spa...
hahahaa...
pastu, ikot p kdai...
jaoh sgt...
time p, ngntok gla...
blk uh, klam kabut sbb bara xnyala lg...
huhu...
lps siap, da mkn, tgk2 mee xcukup...
ak bwt bodo jela...
hahaha...
pastu, mlm uh konon2 wat campfire, br nk nyanyi lgu spongebob campfire song...tp ade pak cik lpk same cite2...
ak rse die nk cte psl kehebatan die sbg peneroka gua tp xde org pon tanye sgt kt die...
so, die cte2 jela...
yg plg ske die ckp psl campfire...
rse ok gak r tgk api uh sbb i was filled with consternation instead of amusement at almost all seconds i've been at GK...
tp bile tgk api uh, rse ok sket...
tmbh2 the taunting from J is unstoppable that nite...
hahaha...
pastu, tdo...
later 2morrow, bape kerat je yg bgn bwt breakfast...
saket ati jgk...
tp xpela...
mb dorg pnt...
even keje ak asek kne mmbasuh je...
tp pnt la jgk...
J pon pnt jgk tp die bgn tlg...even the previous nite he was an owl...
tp xpela...
iaula kt dorg...
then,bwt lunch awal sbb nk blk awl...
tp bdk2 ni lme plak bwt jungle trekking...
pastu, dah kne rushing2 kms brg...
dorg yg sgt busuk, kotorkn bju ku yg kaler putih...
pastu, ktorg blk thru gua...
best...
tp kne lari blk sbb J tggl brg die...

papepon, sgt best sbb nk blk even time ats naek bus uh ak nyer phone, novel, sweater kt dlm beg kt bwh...
hm...
dok mlangok jela...
papepon, xbest sgt time kt GK sbb kembar ak xbape nk sehat...
so, ak xbrape nk sonok...hm...
smpai2 kmpus, trus kne blk rmh, amek slip MUET, dtg kmpus blk, pastu, blk rmh blk...
sgt pnt smlm...
seb baek ade org anta blk...
J xabes2 dgn taunting die...
then, blk rmh tdo...
td, ak xp klas sbb sgt pnt...
seb bek 1 klas je yg ade...
2 klas lg, camcel...
slmt...
klu x, abes ak...
hek2...


so, sok kne p klas r...hehe :P
i gotte b sb...hm???
hahahaha...





Wednesday, January 20, 2010

so nice but the slow at the same time...

Finally, i finished another creation of my fav author, Cecilia Ahern...
huhu...
the story is so great...her stories always been great!!!
i've found a lot of similarities in her story and my life...
the first one is the character, Rosie, in 'Where the Rainbows End' doing Diploma in Hotel Management whereby rite now i'm in that same program too...

:)

then, the one that i just finished, 'If You Could See Me Now', the character, Elizabeth Egan has loads of similarities in terms of personalities...
a lot of thing...
when i'm reading the description of her, as if i'm reading about myself which is written by somebody else which is clearly not me....
I juz dunno how she cud've imagined that kinda character...
i'm touched...
though this kinda thingy is coincidental, still, i'm touched...
huhu...
xtaola...
whoever yg nk knl ak, u can juz read the book...kalau nk knl
(urgh, how pathetic...)

cm nk promote diri dgn promote buku plak...

then, only you can say to me, "i know u, man"...
huhu...
cuz it's a perfect description of me...
a person of deprivation of love, attention, and all the sort of patheticness and misery...
who love to keep things within me...
secrecy is the better word...
huhu...
she found an imiginary friend, Ivan, during her adulthood instead of her childhood, he changed her life...
sadly, she managed to find a friend who always attracted to her which she thought he won't get anything from her in return of his kindness, but i don't have the chance...
the chance of having someone to make my life better for me to live in it...
however, life's goes on...
i juz have to keep things orderly managed...
there's a silver lining in the sky(btol ke?)...
though the sounds a lot of false hope, i juz can help it...
i've to find strength to go thru life juz like going thru the drive thru (pandu lalu) which gives happy meals...
hahaha...
but juz read them...
it does me good...
it gives me the pleasure of reading as well as insight...

this week goes very slowly, slower than i've ever expected...
huhu...
but the weekends, superb!!!
my best fren stay overnite at my house for few nites, as he has a lot of thing on his to-do lists during daytime...
khamis malam, jumaat malam, sabtu malam, ahad siang...

K: tgk movie, drag me to hell...dorg kate seram, mb sbb dorg tgk kt cinema, mb better sound effects...tp cm klaka...ala2 cite scary movie je sbb cara pompuan tu jerit2 mcm dlm cte scary movie...tp cam cdey sbb pompuan tu mati gak...
J: main monopoly...have lotta fun...sbb dorg xreti maen...cm kalau klh pon cm xkesah sgt...haha...maen smpai kol 5 pg...ltih...sgan sbb dorg maen terjah datang rumah time ak tgh tdo...egtkn si dean tu blk rumah sorg2 tp tgk2 ade jali, idzmeer (baby), ngn fares...permainan dihangatkn lg dgn kewujudan mak aji yg sgt klaka...
S: main monopoly lagi...hm, kl ni saket ati...bkn sbb dorg dtg unannounced, tp dorg da terer...ak pon klh...saket ati tp cm xkesah la...kwn2 je, tp still saket ati...dorg blk lps subuh...yg dtg papa, amin, idzmeer, jali...tp yg bthn idzmeer dgn jali...gigih sungguh mereka yg mmbuatkn ak pitam nk lyn dorg smpai subuh...hak3...tp nk rase saket ati jgk...
A: xbest sgt sbb spatotnye p main boling tp org yg ajak x pegi, so xjadi...xtaola dean maen jgk ke x...yg pliknyer, hr ni die xmsj lgsg...hm...
(note: K = Khamis, J = Jumaat, etc)

Pastu, kuar sbb kt kwsn rumah ade fogging ptg uh (ahad)...egtkn nk lpskn grm nk p maen boling tp window shopping je...rmbg mate!!!
lps blk bkk radio, br pasan yg AJL br mggu lps...
slow nyer!!!
yg buat lg gram...
malam td ssh gla nk tdo...
dganggu nyamuk!!!
sdgkn ptg smlm ade org jbtn kesihatan buat fogging tp...
xfaham konsep fogging zaman skrg...
lg fogging, lg byk plak nyamok!!!
tp juz bear with it...
huhu...

xsbr nk dpt lgu2 baru!!!
they always make my day, even they are, technically, lifeless...


p/s: i dunno if i cud go on with my Plan A. If I can't, Plan B!!!




Thursday, January 7, 2010

so great

so far so good can win it...
huhu...
tbe2 nk nyanyi lagu Demi Lovato...
1 of my fav...

hukhuk...

smlm, 6.1.2010...
sgt best...
tp i'm going to keep it to myself...
revealing almost all of me to people making me less special...
according to me...
haha...
tbe2 lgu Orianthi plak, Santana's apprentice ...

Starting to learn to play keyboard...
one step at a time, da da da...
tbe2 lgu Jordin Saprks plak, 6th AI(bkn artificial Intelligence tao!!!)...
thanks to the courtesy of Zayana Amyra, the love of my life...
hahaha...
xdela...
tp geram kt die sbb die bwt novel ak keromot...
hahahaha...

Music my passion...
I'm chasing after it...
ske muzik ke?
motif?
hahahaha...
xpela...
huhu...


Lastly, to my frens who were born in January, happy birthday!!!
may your wishes come true...
i'll be there for you guys...
whenever u remember, me...

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

so pixie...

Huhu
at last, dpt update bntg2 features yg ade kt dlm lptop...

lg satu, tgh sgt syiok lyn lagu Pixie Lott...
She's like the second Kelly Clarkson on earth ever exists...
her voice is so husky that make you feel the tingle...
hahhaa...
papepon, try r dgr...
sdp gla lgu2 die...

Hits yg skrg ni pon mcm Mama Do, Boys & Girls, and Cry Me Out sgt best...
laen2 single yg kt dlm album Turn It Up by Pixie Lott sgt best mcm my fav Nothing Compares, Gravity, My Love and whole lot more...
juz try to listen to them...
Pixie Lott ROCKS!!!!

Lg satu, lgu Leona Lewis, I See You soundtrack utk cte Avatar yg dgr katenye best uh...
lgu die pon best...
xtao la lgu yg len...
papepon, my suggestions will do you good...



BELIEVE ME!!!