Tuesday, December 29, 2009

so living for the coming new year...

new azam?
xtaola...
nk jd lebeh baek je kot...
huhu...

papepon, nk cte dlu...
i've been out for a couple of weeks...
juz got back in my lovely room (it's not as lovely as you guys would've imagined, still it is lovely for me) last tuesday...
and only today i can get in touch with the Net...
huhu...
mse VC cup hr tuh, best sgt...
even xbest mcm yg dbygkn still best jgk...
dpt knl dgn miss Darina yg happening...
dpt jln2 dgn kwn2 ak yg havoc...
VC kt mlake, lgla ak ske, dkt kmpus bndaraya...
lgla best...
mrayap2 mnepon, evn jln kaki pon best je sbb mmg tmpt2 nearby uh tmpt yg best...
dean, farah, shaz = my crazy classmates ade...
2 yg lg syiok...
pastu, junior and db8r BI yg best to have around...
mirul + faiz + aina + firdaus best...
huhu...
sgt best...
ktorg naek pirate ship yg dkt eye on malacca uh (miss blanje 2 yg lg best...)
even da mlm, ak dgn kembar ak jerit mcm org gila...
mmg cuak r...tp time blom naek lg uh masing2 ckp besar...
hahahah...lps tu, haaa...
yg xley blah, my best fren muntah...
naek pirate ship uh ala2 celebr8 lps ktorg tgk rslts ktorg pkai lptop farah dan dikuasakn oleh broadband celcom aina...
hek3...
even ktorg klh sume match, tp xpe...
ktorg blaja byk bnda...
ktorg dpt byk pngalaman being together-gether...
huhu...
sgt sonok....

lps habes VC, trus lpk dkt rmh mak cik = mama...
hr rabu uh kluar dgn
fuad + od + piki + amjat + meg + buz + and last but not least Zack!!!
(ade yg ttggl ke?xegt)
ktorg maen boling, maen game kete...
maen boling ak mng (144 je), maen game kete ak klh...
hahaha...
sgt sonok...
sblm uh ade r gak tsrmpk dgn Ogie dgn Atiq model...
huhu...
smpt plak ktorg mlahar2...
hahaha...
best gla...
da lme x gosip yg xbrape nk gosip...
huhu...
pastu, zack blk awl sbb da nk mlm...cian kt die tp seb baek die tsrmpk dgn bdk MOZAC dkt mc...
then, bdk2 uh tlg antakn zack blk...
seb bek...
ak rse bslh gla kt die...
dala ak yg ajk die kuar the very short notice + it's his first outing sndri kt mlake (klu xsilap r)...
tp he's got lucky...
dpt jmpe mmbe lame = azieq, faliq, zhafir (kot) ntah...
ak + fuad naek piki blk rmh mak cik ak...
even kne pau rm5 dgn piki, atleast die nk anta blk rmh...
mcm naek prebet kt png plak...
hahaha...
papepon, best sgt dpt get updates drpd dorg even ak ni jnis plupe sket...
xbrape nk egt ape yg ktorg borak...
still, ske sgt...
hm, br ak prasan, ak mmg jnis plupe...
btol ckp dean...
tp hrp2 btol r ape yg ak ckp psl die...
si pekak...
hek2...

pastu that weekend, ak blk bndr tggara...
spending my time wit my biological father and his spouse...
huhu...
we have so much differences...
i like the nanny, they don't...
i like pink guavas, they don't...
they thought their son like to eat a lot, i don't, mb other sons do like eat a lot...
and other differences that put us in a lot of very silences that i wish they don't exist...
however, i like it...
they are different from who they were, the one i hate the most...
i getting used to be around them...
just that i'm still holding back...
i dunno y...
mb it has been quite sumtimes we don't hang out...
i hope we'll get better in time...

then, after surviving the awkwardness, back to malacca to collect few stuffs i left there...
then, off i went back to my home, then, my room...
huhu...
it had been a long journey...
my so called 'outstation'...
huhu...

so, i'm ready to live the next year, i think...
i'm thinking of getting more active in terms of everything that a student can possibly do...
i want to get more credits in activity...
just like my twin, i envy her for being such hardworking student but i don't think i can be just like her but still i'm going to do as much as i could to b like her...
hek3...
and to my friends...
i'm so sorry for being so -ve in 2009...
and i'm hoping we can do better as friends in 2010...
twenty ten sounds catchy and so do us'll be...
huhu...
i think i don't sound too enthusiastic cuz sumtimes it doesn't do me good like it does to other people...


so, i'm about to say
big BYE BYE to 2009
and
WELCOME 2010...
hopefully twenty-ten have a lot to offer me...

Saturday, December 5, 2009

so not frustrated...

hahah...
vc cup da nk dekat and i'm not start packing...
next week...
tp xjoin bdk2 kt png...
juz trus p mlake...
lgpon nk p tgok my aunt...
she had a loss few weeks ago...
hopefully she's doing fine and i'm gonna pay her a visit...
so, i'd better start packing...

despite the hatred towards my life, i've to continue living...
hm...
i still have long winding way to go...
hm..tgk E!...
dorg tnjk psl vanessa williams, n i'm totally inspired...
she did all she had to live and i'm going to imitate her...
from that point forward, what i'm thinking is, i've to find inpiration rather than looking back bout things that really drag me down...
huhu...
xpe2...
juz stay strong...
huhu...
though i'm a bird with a broken wings...