Wednesday, July 15, 2009

so uneasy

to fulfill my promise...
hm, today abes klas tgh hr...
sbb klas hr ni mmg smpai tgh hr je...
so sgt hepi...
sbb...ltih bdn nih ley dikurangkn...
hehehe...
sbb hr isnin hr tu klas serving pertama sem ni...
so, i'm totally attacked by fatigue...
sgt ltih...
from 4 to 11 sumthing...
so, sgt ltih...
sgt tkot xpat score sbb 1st impression matters...
as a waiter hr tu, i'm doing so bad...
forgotten the service sequence, being corrected many times, too friendly with my guest(though they're my friends, good ones), not delivering good service as i'm so darn tired b/c housemate guer borak2 the nite b4 service, so no good sleep = no good service...PLUS, nyamuk yg mengattack guer bertubi2 tnpa belas di pg hr yg sptotnye ak dibuai mimpi yg indah(cm smlm mmpi kucing...warna kuning, sgt gemok, dok diam je, tp time usap2 kucing tu rse cm tkot2 sket sbb xtao nape rse cm kucing tu nk gigit..hahaha...)
i'm uneasy for loads of things...
i'm afraid, panicked, in trance loads of time...
i can't seem to figure things out well today and the previous day...
i dunno what happened...
i'm scared...
feel like crying but i don't think it's the ultimate way but i think it's a helping hand to ease many things...
students' lives, what does it mean to you?
for me, = hectic, busy, have to keep urself alert and cmtula...
sgt tkot b/c i can't really put my focus on my study for the time being...
i'm tired...and it's like unstoppable and continuous...
that worries me a great deal!!!
i'm tired of ulang alik dr rmh ke kmpus...
kne naek bas...
xtaola nape cpt sgt pnt...
mb da lme xsenam kot...
xtao la...
tp xpela, trying to find the good thing behind these hazel situation...
whatever it's, i'll try to do sth called relax...
xpon, trying to apply the concept of 3R...
hahaha...
sounds odd but i think it does help most of the time...
huhu...
stop here for a moment...
have to get myself together first...
then, only i'll solve those trouble...


hukhuk

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